Monday 31 October 2011

Happy Birthday to me.

66.2 on the scale. Wanted to be 66.9 on my birthday. Blew that one out the water. CHAAAHOOOO.

Wednesday 26 October 2011

Progress Progress


Not the best photos but :) OCTOBER 27.Weight unknown................... going to weigh in on my birthday and hopefully hit my target of 66.9kg.... I haven't had a great couple of weeks so we shall see!!!

Monday 24 October 2011

you win some, you lose some.

another depressed post coming your way!

Started on thursday with the boy coming down, big yummy breakky in the morning, chinese takeaway at night... and its all been downhill since then. Probably put on everything I lost. And probably more. So much hardwork gets put into taking it off, yet its so easy to put it back on.

Need motivation.

Thursday 20 October 2011

achievements

  • Never seen my collarbones until now
  • 67.2 kg - lowest iv been since before 7th form
  • can now fit into size 11 tight tight tight little shorts 
  • happy girl



Wednesday 12 October 2011

Its been over a week

Yes it has been over a week and shit what damage a week can do.
I have had a pretty average week and have really felt it all on top of me, especially these last two days.
I have become obsessed with chocolate and can't help it and when I am at work I tend to eat everything under the sun. Due to my heavy workload with both study and work I haven't had time to go the gym as I would like. In saying this, yesterday my trainer and I did legs and shiiiet I can hardly walk today.
Its amazing how heavy I feel when I know I've over eaten for the day. My whole stomach feels like its back to the days when I was 10kg heavier. Wow. I used to be 10kg heavier. I guess that helps to see how far I have come :)

My boyfriend is the most amazing support. He brought/bought me a new pair of nike training pants and they are just beautiful!! Lucky girl I am :) and he's very supportive and puts up with my txts of rant when I am having a bad day. He knows I will achieve my goal and he encouraged me to come back on here to write. It was funny, I went to check my emails and had a note from Tui - a girl I follow on blogger telling me to keep going. It was kinda as though she knew I hadn't been good for a while ;)

Right on, tomorrow is another day. And a biggun at that.

Bye for now - will post when I am feeling better.

Oh.. goal?? 66.9 by my birthday. ---- its ABOUT 2 kg in around 3 weeks.

Bring it.

Monday 3 October 2011

I want.

I have a very close approximation to the body I want.. but because I have hips (and I cannot deny this matter) I probably will never get such a body!

Dreams are free.